There are some things that the human mind will never understand or be able to comprehend, no matter how intellectual a person may be. Even if and when we go to others for answers, we still may not receive the appropriate answer to the question presented. There are some things and questions that only God will be able to give an answer to, and even then it still may not make complete sense. We have to be mature enough to know that there is a wisdom in everything that God allows, and there is a reason with a perfect plan attached to it.
Be blessed, be encouraged, and have a great day.