There are some things in life that no one will ever understand. The only thing that everyone should understand is to trust God at all times, even when you cannot trace what He is doing. Just know whatever God does; He is always in control, and He has His own reason for the things He does whether it makes sense or not.
Ecclesiastes 11:5 says “Just as you’ll never understand the mystery of life forming in a pregnant woman, so you’ll never understand the mystery at work in all that God does.”
Be blessed, be encouraged, and have a great day.